MY CLASSMATE_MY IDOL

Most people have their own idol. That can be an actor, an actress, a singer or someone succeed in their job. But for me, the person whom I admire at is my old-classmate. Her name’s Diem. I admire at her lifestyle. It has some points similar to me and some different points.
Both Diem and I are stubborn students. For example, we usually debate violently to protect our idea, although sometimes our idea is wrong. Also we don’t like doing anything according to any model. With the same lesson, all students in my class present it the same way as my teacher. But Diem and I present it in the other way. We don’t like intimating. Those are general points of Diem and me.
Besides the same points, we have some different points which I admire at her. She is a kind of extroversive person. She likes meeting people and making friends with somebody. She knows the way to make her feel comfortable and adjust her feelings. So her life is always in a balance state. Unlike her, I’m an introversive person. I usually hide my feelings in my heart. I don’t like to share them with anyone. So I always feel stress and uncomfortable. Also, I don’t like where there are a lot of people. One more thing, I admire at her optimistic sense. She always has belief in life though life has a lot of difficulties and hardship. Her attitude is “tomorrow everything will be ok.” On the other hand, sometimes I lose belief in life. I occasionally live without purpose. I sometimes think that life is worse and worse now that the difficulties which I have to face. I’m trying to learn her attitude as well as her lifestyle which I think they’re good for me.
I haven’t seen Diem for a long time – about one and a half year. May be, with her lifestyle, she is still stubborn and optimistic as before. She will be one of people I admire forever. And the different points in lifestyle make me admire her while the same points make us differ from everyone.